Sunday, April 22, 2007
im sorry if i offended anybody with my rant just now
im sorry if any loud mouthed people felt insulted by me
im sorry if any quiet person thought differently from me
im sorry
gomen ne~
i think its the exam stress
ive turned like...emo lately.
if u read some of my blog posts ive been really emo
i feel damn guilty for offending anybody with my posts on the tagboard just now
maybe i phrased it in a way that sounded wrong
maybe i was being selfish then
even though i try very hard to remember that others have feelings too
its difficult when im emo
i didn't mean that the loud mouthed people bullied the quiet people
i sort of meant something else.
i really didn't mean that
maybe its because ive been cooped up at home for too long
maybe i didn't really let my frustration out too.
i don't mean that the rest of you are not frustrated or stressed or not cooped up at home
but yeah, im a very cannot-be-stressed person
that
may be why some of you dislike me
because you think im a bad girl
because i look like im not bothered when any teacher scolds me
but actually ive only been pretending and lying that im happy go lucky to myself
in reality i care a lot about it
im sorry if this has been a really personal post
but i just had to let it out
because im scared that if i don't i might collapse during the exams or something
i can't do it on my blog
cos i only found out my parents read my blog in my last rambling post about them.
ONE ONE '07 IS Y (5:32 AM)
